Emotional Starvation

 

this cancer brings confusing times
amusement buys us lonely laughter
but after all this music dies
its like suicides the only answer

no easy way to cope or deal,
i just hope i feel so i bleed today
no easy way its so unreal,
its so surreal and were not okay

your lack of motivation
whats there worth fighting for
your emotional starvation
everything that we ignore

I'm impatient for your maintenance
and explanation for separation
complications in our relations
my sensations of devastation

this isn't what i chose to do
noting your emotions do
nothing worth devoting to
now what am i supposed to do

simplicity, synchronicity
is all I've ever asked of you
sensitivity, are you listening?
I'm understanding you

more specifically, your abilities
everything you've managed to
you're unwillingly, you are killing me
ill fucking damage you.